SAVE ME

Life is making me sick right now...Seriously. It's been, like, the worst 2 days of my life. You'd think I've been shot into some kind of drama series, it's hell.

My sister's been going to parties and drinking. My mother learned it and is pissed off. and now she's also angry at me because I didn't tell her.

I had made I pormise to my sister one day. The day I learned she was drinking sometimes. I told I her that I would keep that one time she came back drunk a secret, and she swore she wouldn't do it anymore. I trusted her. I told her that if she ever did it again, that I would tell everything.

She still went to party, but she never came back drunk again. Not that I noticed anyway. And now, I'm in deep shit because I respected that promise. I couldn't tell without betraying her. She's almost been grounded for life, and my mother is heart borken over her drinking.

Last night, it was my mother birthday. Everyone was screaming and crying and I got away from home. I spent the night at a friend's place and came back for dinner today, after school.

I hate life right now. -_-

Quote:
"Not even sunlight reaches this place. Look up at the sky.
Without closing my eyes, I tried chasing the fast moving stream of clouds.
It was scary. When I close my eyes, everything seems to become a lie.
The broken clouds and the gaps between them. The wind screams so they can be connected.
I don't mind a bit of a blur, I'm simply looking in front of me.
Not wavering, just pushing straight on.
If I do that, one day I can catch the clouds.
At the beginning of this unending journey,
even if there's nothing but despair,
On the other side, even if our dreams and wishes are simple,
I want to believe they exist"
-Miyavi, Hi No Hikari Sae Todokanai Kono Basho De -