Perseids Wish

Yesterday night, or was it today's early morning, I was standing outside, watching the shouting stars. And, fallowing the tradition, I couldn't help but make a wish, everytime I saw one. "I wish I could find my way..." every single time. And, being myself, I ended-up thinking too much. "I wonder if someone, far far away, is watching the same sky. Somehow, I want to believe it..." And so I wished again " Take my flitting memories to the star I believe in them as much as I hope they believe in me" and again " I wish I could find my way". Long story made short : I ended up crying alone under the sky at 3 in the morning.

The night didn't brought me answers, it never will. But, I feel better now, better than I did in a long while. I'll....start with what I can. And the rest will come later.I just want to move on. For a long time, I kept hoping that someday, I would forget my past. But now, I know it will never happen. I must accept what I cannot change. And move forward, on to a brighter day.

No matter what, I'll keep trying.

Life is a journey
Just Keep going, keep going.
Never stop walking'
till the day you find what life is
Never hesitate to make your dreams come true
Even if you fall on the way,you'll still be able to move torward
Even if at times, it seems as God may hate us
We can still love him
-Miyavi-