Tender Lies / Yasashii Uso -ABC-

I loved you...and that gentle voice, too
I loved you...and your slightly wavy hair
I loved you...and your chestnut-colored eyes
I love you...even now, I still love you

When I close my eyes, you're laughing
Just like that day, I want to pull you close
Those beautifully happy times are over
Even looking back, you're not there

I loved you...the one who cried more easily than anyone
I loved you...pouting when I got up to my old tricks
I loved you...your willful, blazing jealousy
I love you...even though I loved you like that, too

Saying “I hate you so much”, you're laughing
When we embraced, you became dear to me
Even at those times, with your usual tenderness
You gave me a kiss

Even so, I got used to 'love'
Taking your tender lies for granted
Still so selfish
I abandoned you and left you all alone

That day, you held back your tears
“I hate you...I really hate you”, you said, pulling me into a trembling embrace
Even though I knew it was a lie
In my dishonesty I pretended I didn't notice that at all

You said it, that final lie
You shed them, those last tears
I told you it was over, before dawn
Outside the window, the cold rain

That day, you held back your tears
“I hate you...I really hate you”, you said, pulling me into a trembling embrace
Even though I knew it was a lie
In my dishonesty I pretended I didn't notice that at all

These wounds that consumed me are still hurting
Since these will be my last tears for you
Please, make me cry, just for today
“Goodbye” to the one I loved more than any other

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愛してた…柔らかなその声も
愛してた…少しクセのある髪も
愛してた…淡い栗色の瞳も
愛してる…今でもまだ愛してる

目を閉じると君が笑って
あの日の様に抱きしめたくて
輝いてた季節が終わり
振り向いても君はいない

愛してた…誰より涙もろくて
愛してた…イタズラに拗ねたりして
愛してた…素直じゃないヤキモチ妬き
愛してる…こんなにも愛してるのに

「大嫌い」って君が笑って
抱きつく度愛しくなって
どんな時だっていつも
優しさとくちづけを僕にくれた

なのに"愛”に慣れて来た僕は
君の優しい嘘も当たり前になって
僕はただわがままに
一人君を置き去りにしたんだ

あの日君が涙をこらえて
「嫌い…大嫌い」って震えて抱きついた
嘘とわかってたのに
ズルい僕は気づかないフリをしたんだ

君がついた最後の嘘
君が流した最後の涙
終わりを告げた夜明けの前
窓の外は冷たい雨

あの日君が涙をこらえて
「嫌い…大嫌い」って震えて抱きついた
嘘とわかってたのに
ズルい僕は気づかないフリをしたんだ

焼けた傷口がまだ痛くて
これでもう最後の涙を流すから
今日だけ泣かせてください
『さようなら』誰よりも愛した人